Like we never loved at all..

Subconsciously I've been looking for a sculptor to heal my heart.. When all the while I'm the only one and God that can do such a thing..

My idea of love has been a fairy tale.. True love happens, once maybe twice, maybe more in your lifetime, but it is not without obstacles..

You will disappoint each other.. One more so than the other .. It will be tried, to the point that the love you once swore to never let go of and that you would always have for them.. becomes dormant, numb, and then you lie to yourself and say it's gone forever..

It's much easier when you cut out all communication with that person, because it's helped you stay "strong." When in fact all you are doing is running away from the feelings you still have for that person. But due to this or that reason that drifted the two of you apart, your pride, pain, prejudice keep getting in the way..

You stay away because you know that in their presence you become completely vulnerable to them, like if they were kryptonite and by merely getting close to you they can take away your power.

You shouldn't give up your power to anyone, but you shouldn't waste your short life wondering what if either..

Maybe the time isn't right for your love to flourish to its full potential, maybe it's just a brief interlude to what could turn out to be the greatest love of your life..

Either way.. Running away from those feelings will never make you stronger.. Accept them, it's ok .. Maybe they've moved on.. Maybe they are able to be okay without you for now ...

But you do not know what tomorrow brings..

I'm not saying contact them and stalk them, but if they reach out to you, if you are able to speak to them and not fall apart, that's how you know you've truly become stronger .. Or that you have moved on yourself .. Or that you haven't..